i had a major break down just now. 1st person to turn to, mum. called her. cried as if someone had died. she thought i was going to commit suicide. i tihnk she called dd askin him keep an eye on me.
there wasn’t really a second person i could tihnk of to call. so called him. you were awesome in the end. kinda i guess? thanks for the lyrics though. it affected me. we been through alot, but how long will it last i dont know.
i cannot tahan school and the people. worst is when ppl say stuff like “you WILL..do this do this do this.. ” or ” you GET IT DONE by this this this” or ” you MUST blah blah blah” i hate being boss around.
FUCK OFF. i even imagine of literally slapping her face and pull her hair. cat fight. slap her boobs ah! try me one more time, im going to really shout at her unreasonably.
You need to fall to rise back up. thats what happen to me. only one saw me at the most terrible state, and i promise, im gonna show to you, to everyone, that i can stand up again.